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Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I’m picking me apart again

You all assume

I’m safe here in my room

(Unless I try to start again)

I don’t want to be the one

The battles always choose

‘Cause inside I realize

That I’m the one confused

Chorus:

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don’t know why I instigate

And say what I don’t mean

I don’t know how I got this way

I know it’s not alright

So I’m

Breaking the habit

Tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one

Who battles always choose

Cuz inside I realize

That I’m the one confused

Chorus

I’ll paint it on the walls

‘Cause I’m the one at fault

I’ll never fight again

And this is how it ends

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